abortionpregnancy terminationI often think about how my life would have been had I carried to term, my fourth child.
baby lossbaby lossMy son was a twin, and his twins heart beat ceased at approx 14 weeks. Doctors told me to think of it as a secondary lobe to my placenta.
maternal regretmaternal regretFour months after my son was born I would make a call to social services. 'I wish to give my son up for adoption' I told the call handler.